For the first time,
I was ashamed for myself
For the first time,
I felt, I cannot anything
For the first time,
I felt my whole life, was upside down
For the first time,
I let my family down
For the first time,
I was surprised of my self
For the first time
I cried so hard
For the first time,
I realize that, once a downfall
Can lead to many success
For the first time
I believe in my self
For the first time
I wanted to be successful after what all happened!
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